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Name: melanie
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 3/6/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: guitar...music...writing...poetry...friends
Expertise: expertise? psh...im too lazy 2 be good at anything
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
4/20/2003
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| i knew it was too good to be true. my good mood is gone. my dad is a jackass. those are my thoughts
xo melanie | | |
| so...i acctually feel pretty otay right now...which is odd because i just came from group. but it was good because jessie wasnt there so we had bob the builder instead. and i really like him...he was really cool...he told me how i should respond to my mom when we're arguing. it was hella great...we did a practice argument and it was exactly how it goes too...i was my mom and he was me. and he said that i should just end it with an "ok"...but make it sincere...not sarcastic or flippant...cuz that way she wont know how to really respond...cuz she'll be expecting me to keep arguing. but yeah...hes so awesome. i love that he doesnt judge us at all...like it seems like the other counselors are just trying to change us but he acctually listens and helps us but we keep our character and our dignity...instead of just giving up everything. raphaellas birthday is thursday! and today we did a secret santa thingy in book club...im excited but i hafta pick one book which will be hard because i looooove like 90. ill probably end up buying like 6. i apologize for how random that was. i took most of the first part from my conversation with hay cuz it was a good summation of it...its just kinda fragmented. those are my thoughts.
xo melanie | | |
| so im pissed at my mom...what the fuck else is new? what did lovely lanie do this weekend? a whole lotta nothing. i was sposed to go to the go on red nly show saturday...i had to take olivia to the movies so i dragged melissa along...i didnt hate the movie but would have preferred the show. today i was supposed to go to useless's house...once again...the mother fucked that one up. doesnt she always? friday i wanted to go home...we went to my dads brother in law's house...sucked. got in a fight with my mother told her i was gonna leave...i got up and left for like 20 minutes...reading, walking, and talking to useless. hes awesome...he always puts up with my shit. anyways...i came back and sat and kept reading and then we left and i didnt talk to her. thursday i wanted to go to my grandmas house for thanksgiving, which, by the way, is suck a bullshit holiday. we went to the conways. it wasnt terrible but i havent spent time with my dads family in so long. im really sick of the mother acting like shes so above my dad and his side of the family. its really obnoxious. shes not as bad as she usta be. she would talk shit about my grandma because she uses paper plates and used to smoke and stuff but i got pissed off at her and i told my dad one time. she stopped for the most part. she still makes her comments. she acts like her side is soo much fucking better. im sure...all the cheating, smoking, addicts and lushes. really high class mom...waaaay above everyone else. but yeah...those are my thoughts.
xo melanie | | |
| crozier...ugh...how much more mentally invigorating can you get? im uber excited because...guess what? KOLSRUD HAS NO SOPHOMORES NEXT SEMESTER...thus meaning...NEVER AGAIN! i would have had a serious breakdown if i had her again...she can die...hopefully during class so i can see it. i dont care if i'm going to hell for that one. i do feel sorta bad but not enough to flip about it...but yesterday, when she told us that, i sorta squealed and got really excited and i was all red and i think she saw my spaztic little episode but i really dont care if she noticed it or not because she is a heathen bitch. i usta love english...but stupid odowd made me hate it. i really really really wanna get ms clyde next semester. she said i probably will because she has like 4 sophomore english classes but considering my luck...well...nuff said. i should get karen to write a note about my mental health to put the odds more in my favor. ergh. school. i got a 12/34 on my math test because i'm too stupid to know that radical form implies NO RATIONAL EXPONENTS which i realized at like 3 am. but yesterday was glorious because i got home at 5 after i walked...yay for me for getting off my lazy ass and doing something...but yeah...and then i fell asleep till like 7 this morning. i did wake up at like 3 because i started freaking out in my sleep about the math test. whatever. i dont even care. i hate math anyway. i need to raise my grades like a motherfucker because i need to do way better for my semester grades. basically, math and biology...the bio shouldnt be too hard cuz im understanding now but the math just gets worse and worse. i should really get a tutor. i shall talk to the mother figure about that one. go on red, tragedy andy, and normal like you show saturday...sou mucho exigente! perhaps i shall go to the minkus show wednesday. i havent been to a show since the hell 3...how sad. anyways...yeah...ummmmm...thanksgiving should be...ineresting...to say the least...we're going to the conway's...think about it...my loud obnoxious family at the conways nice quiet house...it should be something. well...yeah. those are my thoughts.
xo melanie | | |
| had a bitchin good weekend...stayed at jeskas house...soooooooo much fun jeska made hella good food but i ate like everything...saturday we helped with an aids marathon training run...talked to a hot guy that lost his group and kept wandering off and coming back...(i told you he wasnt gay)...and froze my ass off doing that...it was so fucking cold...but yeah...umm...then we went back to jeskas house and she was angry with rocky and goldie...and yeah. degrassi up the ying yang. ummm...yeah...that was my weekend...it was awesome...i love that girl...we needa hang out more often...degrassi party friday! holla. those are my thoughts
xo melanie | | |
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